I hate waking up and knowing I'm back in the land of the depressed. Not only knowing I'm back, but not being able to leave. I can fake the happiness, but you all know that I rarely do that. Anybody have a one-way ticket back to happy-land?
I hate my emotions, and whatever causes them to be so unpredictable. They fuck me over. I love and hate you all ; simultaneously. There's so much hatred and sickness in this world. It scares me. Today wasn't the greatest day, but hopefully it won't have long lasting effects. Becuase I really do love and care about a person who thinks that I don't. I just don't know how to show it. Which I hate, as well.
It' Saturday morning and I'm still sick, even more sick than I was earlier on the week... Why am I not getting better?!?! If I have pneumonia or mono or some bad bad disease I'm going to be especially irked. I'm gonna do laundry today. It's pretty outside
Well, I decided to add both Dayquil and Nyquil (Longs version of course) to my list of things I'm fighting this cold with ....Along with Halls Defense Mulit-Blend drop thingies... Die sickness die!!!
I went to school today, to see how behind I was after missing 3 days ; not that far actually. But I did feel like shit, and got a headache and forgot to bring Tylenol so that wasn't cool.
2 days left to go until the weekend.... 2.. long...days. If I don't get well by Friday night, I'm going to be officially irked.
Hugs to stargazen and desertlama for get-well commenting Extra big hugs, along with an early kiss on the cheek to mroctober for get-well e-mails that happen to include Chapter 6. I dunno what I'd do without my LJ amigos.
I just woke up and blew my nose 48 times, no joke, I counted. After all that, I can still barely breathe, it's as if I did nothing. Colds are stupid and gross and super frustrating. The cough isn't gone either. I swear I'm the male form of Satine. I'm gonna go to school today, late, but I'm still going, I don't really know why. Maybe I'll infect the entire school, except for Colin and Katy. Mwahaha. *coughs*
celine dion - i drove all night (hex hector mixshow)
Well, today I stayed home, sick, day #2. I hate being sick, it's so stupid/miserable. Thank god for being able to breathe courtesy of Sudafed. You would think that I'd do something productive being home all day, but no... Make the cough go away. Or come make me soup and take care of me?